Wednesday, August 31, 2011

IVF Refund?

Today I received a detail bill of my IVF treatment. It looks like CCRM actually owes us $500. Both my husband and I were so pissed about it. Basically, they didn't do IMSI so they owed us that money. The reason we were pissed because we just feel like that is the reason we had such a shitty fertilization rate. It just reminded us of the bad news we received 2 weeks ago today regarding our embryos. I think about our 2 embryos all the time. I just can't help it. I constantly wonder if they are abnormal. I want so much for them to be normal but...I can't help but think they are not. After all they used crappy sperm to fertilize the eggs. At this point I don't even want anyone to call with our CCS results. Even though my mind is prepared for the worst news, there is no doubt that I will still be completely crushed about the results. I constantly pray and hope for the 2 we have but I feel like it's not enough.
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  1. JenAugust 31, 2011 at 6:26 PM

    Awww...hang in there. I know how you feel - it's absolute torture waiting for the CCS results - it was by far the worst time for me. I didn't even want the call to come because I was so terrified of getting bad news. I'm hoping and praying that you get two normals.

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  2. AnonymousAugust 31, 2011 at 6:50 PM

    I can understand that completely :( I am praying for two healthy ones!

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  3. Joys TrulySeptember 1, 2011 at 8:06 AM

    Don't give up hope until you hear. Thinking of you guys...

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  4. TheThirtiesGirlSeptember 1, 2011 at 2:35 PM

    So sorry for your frustration--I'd rather have the right thing done then $$ back also. Really hoping that your 2 embryos are normal. I hope you hear very soon.

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  5. 73goldieSeptember 1, 2011 at 7:02 PM

    What is your next step? Will you cycle again at CCRM to bank normals? I had a bad cycle at CCRM and still have a lot of anger of their mismanagement of my cycle. I would keep the faith though because you have two blasts which is great! You went through a lot to get these two - I wish you all the best!

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  6. UnknownSeptember 3, 2011 at 9:50 PM

    We are all pulling for you. As long as they made it to day 5, you have a really good chance of at least one of those being normal. I know how hard this time is. Have faith.

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